I initially wanted to write a long insightful essay about the Norwegian Minister of Justice and Public Security’s visit to Svalbard this week, but I find that I want to talk about residency life.
My brain experienced a bit of a shut down at the end of last week. I was feeling dizzy, I was unable to sleep and my head felt like it was stuffed with cotton wool. While I am sure printmaking chemicals do little to mitigate this, I realised I had been pushing my head, body and creative capacity to the limit. Whenever I was not in the studio, I was sketching, writing or reading relevant research. When trying to fall asleep, I was running through the steps and tasks for the next weeks and even months ahead. The only time I took a few hours off was when I needed to cook or do housework.
Being on a sponsored long-term residency such as this one, it is easy to chastise yourself unless you work all day, every day. While ARTICA encourages slow thinking and reflection and never puts pressure on us to perform, we as artists often do. After all, when will we ever find the space and time to be this productive at home? Back in Oslo, I rush between work, meetings, projects and different studios, while at the same time also trying to uphold a large social circle. Hours each week are spent commuting in tightly packed underground carriages. It is such a rare opportunity to be granted three whole months to work in a large beautiful space with all the necessary equipment at the ready, and where your commute consists of a pleasant ten minute walk past beautiful mountains and a coffee shop. All you can think about is how you want to make the most of it. A residency is definitely a relaxing escape from your life and obligations at home, but paradoxically it can also be a period where you are placing an immense amount of expectation on yourself to be productive. It is easy to forget that just like in “real life”, you need to strike a balance if you are going to be able to hang in there for the long haul. 
I am very glad that I had a visit from two good friends this week, which forced me to take some much needed days off. I found immense pleasure taking them on a guided tour of Longyearbyen in a rare spell of beautiful sunshine. My spirits rose immensely, and I regained my motivation. Going forward, I will remember to maintain a better work-life balance, and also make sure I do not forget to soak in the beauties of Svalbard in between studio-sessions. Perhaps even make use of that yoga mat that I always seem to bring with me, but never touch.